I'm alone all the time feeling comfortably numb
Yes this fits. I'm alone all the time feeling comfortably numb. How true that is. I'm feeling very lonely these days. I didn't go to Cafe last week cause I didn't feel like commuting into town and have to take the commuter rail home after standing around after small group making small talk, going to Kenndy's having to get water cause I didn't have money for a real drink, more idle small talk then go home.
I forgot it was Large Group. John went to Large Group. The speaker was the same guy I'd seen the Sunday before so I didn't miss anything. Wednesday, Kellie invited me over to watch America's Next Top Model. I don't watch that show, but was grateful for Kellie to invite me over for that hour. Thursday night, I went to see a concert at Symphony Hall with Mom and Christina. The concert was amazing! It was so good I peed my pants lol no not literally! I took that line from Pretty Woman, but it really was a very well done concert- probably one of the best I've seen.
Symphony Hall is now having pre and post concert receptions free to ticketholders. We went to the post concert recpetion. Mom and Christina got a table with some other couple. I was gonna sit with them and get a glass of wine then go home. There was finger foods and free wine! As I was in line for the food, I heard a guy call me. I turned around and I saw a group of freinds from Park Street! My friend, Shelby invited me to join them at a table. Some of my freinds met Mom and Christina.
I ate and drank wine with my friends for a half hour or so then walked back to Christina's. Friday night, I did go out with John. It wasn't as fun as the last time we hung out. He was acting the same ways he used to. I don't think I'll hang out with him anymore- like never! We saw Madagascar 2 at the IMAX theater. It was okay. I might've thought going there would be more fun if I didn't go with John.
Saturday night, I went to see the final play of the season with Mom, Matt, and Christina. We ate dinner at home cause it's expensive to go out to dinner before the concert given the dismal state of the ecomony. We saw the play 42nd Street which I guess is a famous play. It was very good. When we all got home, Mom, Matt, and Christina watched news programs. I watched SNL until I fell asleep.
Sunday, we didn't do much. Mom and I took Christina home after Mom and Matt watched warstories on PBS. I read the November issue of Elle magazine in the living room while they watched this. Around 8ish, it was time to leave.
I went to therapy today. I didn't spend much time home cause Mom and I had to come back to Christina's before the van dropped her off. I decided to go to the libary to see if I could find a book to read. I didn't find a book to read- I found many to read! I didn't check out a book. I just toiled through the aisles of books on various subjects. It was almost 6 when I left. I walked home from the libary. Christina doesn't live too far from Copley Square at all. It was a waste of money to take the T there!
I had $10.00 left from what money I had. I tried to buy something at The Body Shop, but I couldn't afford anything. I ended up getting a cafe latte at Starbucks and a cookie. I have some change left over.
Tomorrow morning I have to wake up early. The surefire way to wake up early is to sleep in the same room with Mom. She snores so loud, I'd never get enough sleep! I'll be bitchy from lack of sleep, but if I want to shower in the morning, I'll have to make this sarcafice. I might go to small group tomorrow night, but it's kind of not worth it if I commute, make idle small talk at Kennedy's, then go home ? No real connections yet so why bother ? Still, it is something to do. Oh, I'll probably go. I haven't been to Park Street in a week or so anyway.
I forgot it was Large Group. John went to Large Group. The speaker was the same guy I'd seen the Sunday before so I didn't miss anything. Wednesday, Kellie invited me over to watch America's Next Top Model. I don't watch that show, but was grateful for Kellie to invite me over for that hour. Thursday night, I went to see a concert at Symphony Hall with Mom and Christina. The concert was amazing! It was so good I peed my pants lol no not literally! I took that line from Pretty Woman, but it really was a very well done concert- probably one of the best I've seen.
Symphony Hall is now having pre and post concert receptions free to ticketholders. We went to the post concert recpetion. Mom and Christina got a table with some other couple. I was gonna sit with them and get a glass of wine then go home. There was finger foods and free wine! As I was in line for the food, I heard a guy call me. I turned around and I saw a group of freinds from Park Street! My friend, Shelby invited me to join them at a table. Some of my freinds met Mom and Christina.
I ate and drank wine with my friends for a half hour or so then walked back to Christina's. Friday night, I did go out with John. It wasn't as fun as the last time we hung out. He was acting the same ways he used to. I don't think I'll hang out with him anymore- like never! We saw Madagascar 2 at the IMAX theater. It was okay. I might've thought going there would be more fun if I didn't go with John.
Saturday night, I went to see the final play of the season with Mom, Matt, and Christina. We ate dinner at home cause it's expensive to go out to dinner before the concert given the dismal state of the ecomony. We saw the play 42nd Street which I guess is a famous play. It was very good. When we all got home, Mom, Matt, and Christina watched news programs. I watched SNL until I fell asleep.
Sunday, we didn't do much. Mom and I took Christina home after Mom and Matt watched warstories on PBS. I read the November issue of Elle magazine in the living room while they watched this. Around 8ish, it was time to leave.
I went to therapy today. I didn't spend much time home cause Mom and I had to come back to Christina's before the van dropped her off. I decided to go to the libary to see if I could find a book to read. I didn't find a book to read- I found many to read! I didn't check out a book. I just toiled through the aisles of books on various subjects. It was almost 6 when I left. I walked home from the libary. Christina doesn't live too far from Copley Square at all. It was a waste of money to take the T there!
I had $10.00 left from what money I had. I tried to buy something at The Body Shop, but I couldn't afford anything. I ended up getting a cafe latte at Starbucks and a cookie. I have some change left over.
Tomorrow morning I have to wake up early. The surefire way to wake up early is to sleep in the same room with Mom. She snores so loud, I'd never get enough sleep! I'll be bitchy from lack of sleep, but if I want to shower in the morning, I'll have to make this sarcafice. I might go to small group tomorrow night, but it's kind of not worth it if I commute, make idle small talk at Kennedy's, then go home ? No real connections yet so why bother ? Still, it is something to do. Oh, I'll probably go. I haven't been to Park Street in a week or so anyway.
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